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Sunday, June 18, 2006

i never ever beg to be born in this hostile world, if i have the chance again i would rather be return to the void... into nothingness as if i had never existed in this world. tears dropped as i type this entry and i dunno why, what is this feeling that allows my tears to rolled down. bit by bit i'm losing my own personalities seemingly running away from something am i afraid of this thing or am i just sad?

i'm just a human after all i do have feelings... which i hope to discard. i'm sick of everything but i have neither the courage to live nor die. so ended up with mixed feelings... which i dun understand. well, appearances can really decieve people after all.. cheerful the outside but the inside? dull and harden? wonder when i started the so called home.. just wanted to lock myself in the room without anyone bothering me. well at times only. maybe i should put it in this words, i love the cold and lonely home without anyone bothering me and i hate the home with people around.. sounds weird? well this is what i feels with them around i cant seems to feel that this is my so called home. wonder is i'm a person with lost memories..... -_-' i can't seems to remember anything before the age of 12 or so. the times before that are like never existed... it seems so artificial looking at the photos thats why i hated the idea of capturing images. it seems that time has been encapsule in still pictures or time has been frozen at that moment.

guess whoever reads this is leave with various thoughts and wondering if this person is alright for those who know me might wonder the cheerful person that they knew will write this? well maybe some others have other thoughts. after all the universe is so huge that we never know where it end which leave different possibilities....

.dark is my life.

_My Story, My Life_
in the dark

Name : Lim Hui Ping
Nickname : Hamster
Address : somewhere in singapore
School : Braddel Primary School, Bartley Secondary School, Republic Polytechnic
CCA/IG : Computer and Innovation Club(sec), Archery IG(current)-bererk mode, Anime IG(current)

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In this world
There are magic that exist
But they are not what naked eyes could see
As they exist only in your heart

These magic are what that is just belongs to you
No one could duplicate it nor use it
It is purely up to you
How you want to use it