This is a 2-in-1 blog entry.. lol
Well, starting from friday's entry, we were celebrating angel's birthday~ advanced version lol. i was kinda funny though, playing the disappearing act with both hwee min and weijian. well then we headed back to campus with the cake~~ (taxi fare was $3.90.. bloody hell peak hours #%^&^#@#%^#&$) and we waited very long for all the year 1s to clear off the field till we ah zhou(izzit? or other pple.. cant rmb) tell us to wait in the canteen, so we waited there till like 8.. hiding.. -_-' and finally everything begins......... .... ... . .. . . . ok i cant rmb in details.
so we sang her a song and she cut the cake and well the torture begins... including the 2 wrapping layers it was 20. (cos... 18 layers for her age!! the other 2 layer.. well... its was just for fun.) took pics and video.. really fun.. she cried! LOL
Sat's entry which was yesterday... we went over to bugis. (i was being cheat out of my taxi fare.. it was 10 bucks.. WTF) met angel first then nearly everyone late.. lol dory woke up at 3 which was like our meeting time... so me and angel went over to mos burger to eat some fries and wait for the rest... ah zhou came first.. then shushu which i guess he needs to change his specs cos he didnt see us sitting there which was relatively near the enterance. then hwee min came and then we left for the arcade. (hwee min has a SUPER fast speed in drinking gassy drinks... ) so we played awhile and weiyang came then followed by yude. well practically tts the number we got that day. cos jess didnt call us... weijian has something important..
ok then we went over to play pool... eh.. ok lame shit.. i dun wanna rmb tt much of tt haah..
well, the initial plan was to go over to Seoul Garden... but it was like pack with people so took quite sometime to decide on an alternate venue which was PastaMania... oh well... have fun there.. haha!!!!
.dark is my life.
There are times whereby I do not understand humans, it's always this way... they make fun of you its alright. But when it is the other way round, they flare up. If doesn't mean that I don't show my anger it is equals to I don't have one. When I shown my unhappiness all people can say is don't be so petty la... it's a joke only. But when I just tease, the attitude is there. So what is this fucking logic?
I tried to containing my anger, I didn't say much. So if you understand this fucking feeling, why in the first place did you wanna do it on me? I wish to just tell you this "consider this a revenge".
I do have limited patience, and its best left untouched. For it contains years of anger, disappointment and being backstabbed. A mixed feeling, a feeling that I don't want to come in touch in.
Now I am starting to doubt if whatever I do is even worthy of it? I was tired and I still sacrifice spending my time waiting together with you, why? I was worried. So now to think again, why did I even do it? I can just come up with this LOGICAL excuse that I’m sick and still on medication. But I didn't. I just kept walking by your side trying to let you chilled down, so this is my repayment?
I'm just tired of treating people better, worrying this and that... for its unworthy. I should learn to spend my time WISELY, going home early and do my own stuff for I am happier at home with no one to disturb.
Regardless of what my mum said, I still willing cook for you. I was the one that was being scolded stupid. Do you think I like it? Yet I kept quiet, for I don’t want anyone to felt guilty.
So am I a fool that puts others before myself, I guess 75% of it will be a yes. Maybe I should change myself, to be one that only thinks of me. Since humans are like that. It just isn't fair; well the world is always unfair. But I'm just sick of it.
There are times where I nearly break into tears, yet I didn't. I still smile and act as nothing has happened, maybe I should just show my unhappiness every single time when I felt that it is unjust for me.
Felt its time to let you know, I have emotions that acts upon my every single feelings. I want to cry, laugh and show my anger. I don't need to hide it since this is how you are going to see me, so maybe I shouldn't give a damn about it.
.dark is my life.
When to Cosfest V : The Reunion yesterday, it was eye opening for me as this is the first time I actually have a close look about cosplay. Various characters were cosplayed like the newer series; Ouran High School Host Club and older anime like Rikku and Cloud from the Final Fantasy Series. Hwee Min was attracted to one of the Cloud, lol. I was so focusing on Lacus and keep hunting for Trinity Blood character, manage to get a glimpse of it but did get into a close up view of these cosplayers.
Meet some of the Repulicians in the Cosfest, but I don’t really know them. Heard there are seniors too, haha. Angel manage to see Charles (JCIG president) but oh well, the rest didn’t manage to see him and don’t really bother also. There are also people who wore gothic coustumes which was slighty freaky but they bring a mysterious beauty.
There are also booth selling some stuff which is like so KAWAII!! But no money… haiz… at least we 3 bought a similar necklace but different color la. Butterfly one, kinda nice. The art pieces that they sell there are absolutely beautiful! Something that you don’t get to see in your everyday comic store! I saw some dolls which are so gorgeous! I really wanna get that kinda doll!!! But it’s super expensive and I don’t have that kinda of cash, so I guess this have to really wait.
I really wanna go for the next event for cosplay!! This time round me and nu er wants to cosplay certain characters! So we have to convince Angel to join in the fun! Wish us luck!!
.dark is my life.
It's been quite some time since i last blog... well since to begin with, my blog are actually updated when I am either angry or sad... Happy? neh keep it and savour it for myself. XD
Ok 2 scenario....
Scenario 1: a friend left to get something and has argee that everyone shall meet at the canteen. but upon waiting for 45 mins or so, one decided to call one of the classmate to ask if that friend is in class. and viola , tt friend is in class. only tried calling once and didnt bother to call the others to inform them tt, he/she has retured to class.
Scenario 2: a few friends slip their mind tt they are waiting for tt friend but upon receiving the call 2 went back to meet her, all she/he gave was an fuking attitude..
So, who is the one tt should be the one tt give the attitude? Scenario 1 rite.. 3 waited like a fool outside the canteen till the food nearly turns cold. and what was she/he say, called one of them.. well no one recieved the call anyway. if so cant she called someone else? it's not as if only one has brought the handphone down and its not tt he/she didn't know cos the tone was tt of i didnt want to call.. or maybe it was my perception.
ok so i'm not worth the time calling, i am one fool that u think should wait? so if this is the game, i will play it. i dun give a damn nowadays, why? cos i already met people that are of tt calibre. its not the first and it will never be the last.
so do u you dare tell me u have never forgotten about someone that you are having an appointment with.. if you tell me no, i dont believe.
.dark is my life.
