shooting thru the loneliness.

Monday, August 28, 2006

Day 1 of Archery Camp

Its 1.13am in the morning already. So not going to have a 'long winded' entry. Nearly everyone are already aslept except a few of us.. playing dota.. doing blog. oh ya.. pardon my color scheme.. its temporary. and for the blog entries, as they are previous enteries i don't feel like changing it.. too lazy. =D

have quite a fun day today... but abit torturing for me... i hate jogging... LoL. dun have that much stamina for that....... -_-' prefer to swim.. (water hamster)

Well, today or yesterday was papa's birthday. hehe. they bought flour and water and pour all over papa. and... eh... oh well... some of us ganna too. mama also ganna.. haha.

ok la.. gotta have enough energy for tmr's activities..... it will be a tiring day too i guess... workshops and shooting! so signing off~

.dark is my life.

Sunday, August 27, 2006

sometimes i wonder, why is she like that.. a question with an answer that i do not want to touch. yes i find her freaking stubbon, but one thing she doesn't understand, the meaning of failure. i will not do an item that i have no confidence of it and even making the template will cause me time and pain. it isn't a matter of having the template so that the design could be drawn easily. its not. even having it, the shirt is NOT a paper that you could simply trace on it. its a piece of fabric that doesnt have a stable surface. it 'moves'.

from what i see, you are just one who wants everything to go your way. we didnt even say anything about not doing it. we was merely exploring the ideas of whether it could be done in time and yet you were the one who is giving the verdict and yet blaming it on us. your attitude is something that i have been tolerating too. i knew from the start that people do change, but changing for the better is the best isn't what people say. no one voices out anything, its just that no one wanted to hurt your feelings.

i don't know if to say that we have journey something more then you have or that you are simply unable to accept facts. i saw lots of up and downs, success and failure and i have experience it all. having a face that practically only have laughter doesn't mean that i don't have sorrow. i have tons of problems to deal with, the only time where i could have peace is when i'm truly sleeping. and when have i even slept with a simle?

ever tried before being backstabbed by your own best friend? even befriend with one that constently betray you? you might say yes. but at least you have a friend that has been with you since long time and stayed by your side i believe. but for me i could only take in everything with no one to share. this is my past. which i nearly discard when you bring all of them back. and yet i couldn't say i hate you.

.dark is my life.

Friday, August 25, 2006

Well, after some time I have finally decided on an update. hehe i changed my wallie too! Kuchiki Byakuya from Bleach!! lol

yesterday when to Kbox with angel and ah zhou.. lol. funny! after like 2 or 3 hours no strength to sing liao.. haha... but have fun then.

after that we met up with the 2 faggots and dory~ when to get our drinks and when over to the riverside and drink! umm... nearly.. oh well.. haha.. not going to say out.. those who were there should know esp ah zhou and angel! =P

ok la... too hungry to think.. i need food first... tata

.dark is my life.